Another significant sentence in chapter one I think is:" There is a way to be good again.", which reveals that there must be something important happened in the past.
Meanwhile,the narrator repeated almost the same words both at the beginning and in the end. The opening remarks of the chapter is: I bacame what I am today at the age of twelve, on a frigid overcast day in the winter of 1975. The ending words of the chapter is: I thought of the life I had lived until the winter of 1975 came along and changed everything. And made me what I am today. Why the narrator showed the same meaning for twice, which arouse my interest in what had happened in the winter of 1975.